1st, think. 2nd, believe. 3rd, dream. Last, dare.

颜色

2009-10-28T21:24:00.000-07:00

黑色是邪恶的象征, 白色乃是纯洁的表现. 不同的颜色有它独特的意义. 那属于你的颜色是什么呢?

颜色原本是很单纯的一个词语, 不过随着时代的变迁, 颜色的定义也有所改变. 或许人类已经到达了自我的境界, 所以别人的利益对他们来说也并非重要了.

以前, 我认为这是一个花花世界, 充满着活力与色彩, 漂亮极了! 但是, 随着慧眼慢慢地张开, 心中不禁有所领悟. 美丽的颜色似乎再也不象以往那么的美丽了. 美丽之所以会模糊乃是人类的步伐太快了, 因此往往无法静下心来欣赏世界优美的一面.

人类真的可以达到"真, 善, 美" 中"美"的境界吗? 我不知道答案, 不过我相信自己已接近真相了.

"灰"或许是现在代表的颜色: 是"朦胧"的....是"肮脏"的....

希望有一天, 世界能再次洁白来. 不在灰暗了.

那么, 现在代表您心中的颜色又是什么呢?

Teach me...

2009-08-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

Learning to love...
Learning to give...
Learning to smile...
Learning to be fun...
Learning to overcome myself...
Learning to mingle with the youths...
Learning to walk by faith and not by sight...
Learning to struggle with You and find rest in You...
Learning to look beyond my inadequacy and into Your loving hands...

There are so many things to learn and I am tired...
Sow and you will reap... Paying a price... and this is the only way...
Give me courage to learn and sow; so that I can stand firm and tall...
I am still learning... Earth is still moving... Passion and compassion... I need them both...
Self-pity come near me not... Negative feeling loves me not... confusion touches me not
All I want is a clear mind and moving towards your plan...

Benjamin Chew Quote: Learning to stand is not enough... What it matter is how you stand through.

无言

2009-08-18T07:14:00.000-07:00

。。。。。。

Which way?

2009-07-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

天空依然是蓝的，树木依然那么翠绿。
时间依然地走着，地球不停地旋转着。

一切似乎平静，心中却无宁静。
心中的心情为何就是难以平复。

我的心何时变得那么脆弱不堪？
我的心何时承受不了那个重量？
我的心是否突破不了那个门槛？

我寻求的东西是否是我想要的？
我是否已走错了方向，耽误了前景？
我依然是我吗，还是已失去了自我？
我到底想要什么？谁能解开我心中之结？
我要的并非我想的，我想的并非我要的。
世界奇妙，心理矛盾。无怨无悔是否达到？

我要的却不知是什么？
走的越靠近却不知何时又迷失了方向。
心中的忧虑谁能了解？是否放弃还是坚持？
心中的苦水何时能变得更为甘甜，我也想知道，可是。。。。。。

可是。。。或许。。。有可能。。。
放弃是最好的选择。。。。。。

不过。。。但是。。。也许。。。
坚持是那把心中的钥匙。。。。。。

不幸。。。不行。。。不信。。。
只好埋头苦干到最后。。。。。。

相信。。。坚信。。。深信。。。
或许是曙光的开始。。。。。。

恕我吐出心中的郁闷，知音难寻，只好向无影之徒哭诉。　

A time for dynamic change

2009-06-25T02:10:00.000-07:00

Hi guys... It has really been a while i come and write something on this blog. Kinda of lazy.. All because of the wonderfully holiday I had gone through. This year Church Camp was definitely a good one and I really receive a lot from God in regardless of His word and His healing power.

Prologue:

Yesterday was indeed a fun time where we had a GM gathering at East Coast Park (ECP). These group of lively youth each hidden with talents and a different story to tell. Though their ways of expressing themselves, it has proven that each are unique in their own special ways. Friends and friends forever is what marks the bond of this young lives. They are precious and they are vulnerable. These young ones hold what it takes for tomorrow.

Getting into it:

Though I was thinking of posting on a title name 《十四岁男孩的烦恼》initially, but after looking at these young peoples, I think I would rather change it to 《十四岁男孩的理想》. Nevertheless, I feel each has the ability to do what they can if they believe it.

Knowing many young ones has indeed enrich my life and widen the horizon of what a teenager is like today. Well knowing them having much great fun. I feel a dynamic group of young people is rising up from GM and will make a difference in many of the lost; if they were to stand up and take up the mandate.

One friend I knew yesterday, his name is Inn Kee, nice name anyway. He is someone I feel that he is cheerful and playful at times. Well this what a youth is like ba. Anyway, this brother that I had know give me one impression - outgoing. I not going to write what you said to me yesterday la; cause i know you are playing with me. :)

Conclusion:

Dudes, I better get going. Holiday is coming to the end soon. It will neither be affected by H1N1. So may everyone enjoy your last few days of holiday as well as getting ready for school ya :)

Take care and God bless all who reading this post. ;)

My Lovely Class 2009 ...

2009-06-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

Hi guys I know you all are fed up with words now let me feed you with pictures.. :)

From the left: Ju Heng, Jence, Yu shan, Yi Ting

From Left: Ye Qiang, Matthew, Jun Wei, Sok Cheng

From Left: George, Bill, Ye Qiang, Shi Qi

From Left: Qing Wei, Ying Qi, Sheng Ting, Ming Yi

Qi Sheng The Most Vocal One

Jun Jie The Kung Fu Master

Eugene The Cheerful Boy

Na Yi The Most helpful Girl

Chang Xin The walker and Not the talker

Jack The Actor for the year of 2009

Hi pupils of Macpherson Primary School, you are all missed . Study hard, do well and strive for excellency. Jia you :)

The War is over... Challenges on her ways...

2009-06-03T23:01:00.000-07:00

DingDongDongDong~Dong Dong Dong Dong~ Well sound familiar? That's right this is what we always hear in school. A sound that we all always look forward to. It tells us that, hey few more hours to recess.; few more hours to home. I guess this sound will surely be missed by me. Why? Because I had graduated as a full-pledged beginner teacher. Though I will still hear the bell ring, I believe that would not be the same as before.

As I looked back my life, things have not been easy for me. I must say it was a year of venture then. Stresses are bound to have but the whole mentality of facing it is rather important. As I am typing, my heart feel the pains that i faced in the past. At the same time, I also feel the joy for able to walk through this long and uncertain journey. The laughter and tears we all once shared; te goals and the visions we all talked about; the compliments and arguments we all gone through had really made us united and strong. Thanks for the companionship. A friend who curry favor and take advangtage of you is rather alot; whereas a true and transparent friendship is rather hard to find. My friends in NIE and STP, I really enjoy the days we are together. Well though we may be seperating or some of us; remember the bonds we once shared.

My heart feel like crying not because I am emo, but the tears of joy just want to rushed out from the bottom of the supression I had been going through. The supression of fear and uncertainties; the supression of anger and disappointments and such. I must really thank the Lord for what He has done. In the past, people questioned me and said: "hey is this really what you want for the rest of your life? Are you sure you will not regret it. Brother be realistic, go for better career." How discouraging ah. Anyway I saw God's faithfulness even when I doubt Him. I saw His love embracing me. I saw his discipline over me. My soul and spirit I trust in Him. You lead me through even people do not trust me. You know I detest all those feeling from peoples. Yet You had taught me the meaning of "iron sharpens irons". I am not worthy yet you place your stake on me by dying for me on the cross. A grateful heart is what i feel now.

This is the day I proudly say and I want to tell the world that this God I am serving is real and awesome. Go on and say He is not real. Go on and say He only bless the riches. But I must testify from my burning heart, He is a God of realness. A God who never give up on His children. A God who is there through the darkest moment of our lives. Who shall be against me when the Lord is for me.

Practicum... I had done with and I had fight a good fight. I had run the race and I had done it well. God leads me as you bring me to the next phase of life. God I need you! I need your love and strength. I need the favor of Yours and mankind. God the challenges You had given to me, I will strive to overcome it.

Thank you Lord. Though the war is over, challenges are still on her ways. I am ready. Don't you dare me!

Halfway through the war!!!!

2009-04-04T07:13:00.000-07:00

Teaching Practicum, a time where we all grow and be matured to be a a full pledged teacher...

Times really flies, and I had finished half of my practicum. These five weeks have been exciting and draining. I must say being a teacher is really about passion with love and having the overflowing fire to sustain through the ups and downs.

These five weeks I had learn many things from my school mentors and definitely many through self refection. Especially in the area of classroom management... I always thought classroom management is easy; but it is only a yes when you are take a High Ability (HA) group. While those who are less disciplined and Low ability (LA) ones, you really have need the 2Ps: Passion and Patience.

The class I taking happen to be of the LA groups, though one my class really give me a headache, I do enjoy teaching them. I love to see them learn and participate. Whenever they do well for their spelling I would be on cloud nine. Not because I teach well, but from them the motivation of saying; "I not going to let myself to be where I am." This cause my Spirit to dance with the class.
At times, they seems so lost and uninterested, but I prayed that they will continue to press in and see their dreams.

My another class is really cute and fun loving, they are pretty intelligence though they may struggle in their study. Ha ha, who don't struggle.

O yes, 5 more observations and 1 from supervisor to go.... umm.. I pray tt God's favor and grace will continue to lead me through. And my class will also do well in their SA1.. 100% passed.. :)

To be updated soon...

Pressing in

2009-02-26T06:30:00.000-08:00

This race is a race where price is needed. A price to sleep at night, the price to endure through all challenges. A price to stay focus despite of all tiredness. A price to pay as a Christian to live for God in the midst of my business. However these does not cost when you know that Jesus have pay the price. These will not cost much, when u noe your friends are running these race with you. I remember there this saying:

"Don't walk behind me,
Don't walk in front of me,
But always walk side by side with me. "

Yes, a real friendship can really motivate you and challenge your day; and empowered you. To end of this, I will leave some verses
to encourage of us even when we are tired:

1 Corinthians 9:23-27 (New International Version)

²³I do all this for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in its blessings.

²⁴Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.

²⁵Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. ²⁶Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. ²⁷No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.

God bless and have a fruitful day ahead especially in our practicum. We CAN DO IT! :)

YeaH就是这班!

2009-02-20T09:48:00.001-08:00

昨天是我们暂且在NIE的最后一日，大家过后就要背起重任，前往战场奋斗了。这两年来大家咬紧牙关，努力战斗，终于熬到今日，因此，大家可说是个不简单的人物。这一班所带给我的回忆有许多许多。这些回忆不但增添我人生的色彩，同时也让我理解自我。你们的优点总是是我学习的方向；你们的人生观是我对人生有着新的认识和体验。在这里，我看见我成长了。以前那幼稚的思想似乎已离我而去；那成熟的想法仿佛也正在向我挥手。这两年说长不长，说短不短，但是却是却因这两年，我的视野开阔了；让我尝到了人生的酸甜苦辣；也让我学会了包容与容忍。今日可以和大家相会，也并非偶然；我相信这是一种安排，所以我珍惜这一切：一切的友情、一切的欢乐、一切的纳闷、一切的伤感、一切的奋斗和一切的一切。虽然昨日我们NIE DIP ED 读书的日子已画上句点；不过我相信这段友情是没有终点的。大家谢谢你们。我们这一班的风云人物太多太多了；将来有空时，我将一一介绍；大家拭目以待吧！

STP (Special Training Programme) ，这是我人生的的起点也是转折点。这四年来确实有喜有哀。从一开始我认识了几名好友侠士；一直到我结交了另一班益友；总的来说，我只能说一个字：“ 好！”。虽然前者我们的友情不比以往；不够这份友谊是值得我时刻惦记的。后者，当然是我感激的。你们对我的鼓励和帮助，是我永无难忘的。这些年来，你们在我人生最黑暗的时候，激发了我。当我得到不公平的对待时，你们挺身而出。此刻，我除了感谢还是感谢。尤其是子音，淑惠，競敏，雪仪和慧晶，你们更是我在 NIE这段日子所结交的良师益友。这不是奉承的话，而是出自内心而说的。谢谢你们！我...我...只想说我希望我在你们的生命中也扮演了一名益友的角色。

好了，愿大家在来临的实习周中，能大有收获！努力冲刺！让我们一起为STP增光；这样才不会辜负吴老师和男（洪老师）对我们的期望!

大家友谊万岁！

yeah就是这一班！

God cannot be created :)

2009-01-29T07:45:00.000-08:00

Recently, I was posted by questions by my close friend - who created God? This is indeed a provoking one especially despite my penny worth of explanations. Now I realized that I need to be sure so that I would be able to answer. Just like the word of God said, when someone pose you with some question, you must be ready to answer them. Hence, I make some research and saw this video on the youtube which sound good. I thank my friend who dare to ask such provoking question to me; through that I am more sure of my faith. May you be blessed with this video too. :)

New wineskin; A river of life

2009-01-15T06:26:00.000-08:00

Well, it has been quite sometime since the last blogging. Anyway, Happy Belated New Year 2009. In another 10 more days s Chinese Lunar New Year. Well kind of excited cos this year is a yrs of increase and changing in my life. Beginning of the yrs, it has somehow been reali stretching for me; haha end up rather confuse and lagging. Maybe this "computer mind" of mine is lagging ba... Umm, I think I need to change the "hardware" and "software" that is inside of me so that I can function well once again.. :p

As I look upon this stream of river, I feel that I really need to clear up the "Stones" and "pebbles" in my life; so that this river will keep flowing and not choking. In life, there are really many things that is not within our hands; and what we can do is to wait silently in the Lord. Sometimes, my soul is weary and heavy; it seems like the river have dried up. At time I feel the crack inside of me; and I really need a fresh air to breathe on. And this period is like a desert season which enter into my fragile life. Well, there are times I feel like giving up, but yet seeing this river made me realised that; by giving up will equal to the stop of my life. So I will keep flowing and not be hindered. :0

　Happy Chinese New Year! Have a Blessed Year Ahead!

在此愿大家都过着丰衣足食的一年，
家家户户出入平安，
爸爸妈妈青春永驻，
兄弟姐妹相亲相爱，
公公婆婆长命富贵，
莘莘学子学业猛进，
工作人士身体安康，
各界朋友友情持续，
你我之间未来光明，
神赐恩福，恭喜发财，马到成功。

Preparing for a new season Part 2

2008-12-07T10:04:00.000-08:00

Taken by: YouTube by Deluge, “Open Up The Sky”

Are you satisfied with anything ordinary? Well, as for me it is a wake-up call. God I want more of You, yes More Of You. I am not satisfied with anything ordinary; God lead me as I prepare myself for the next season.

I don’t want blessings God, I want YOU. I am NOT satisfied with the ordinary. I want more than a common encounter; I want a face to face encounter; more than the thngs of a norm; I want more than that. LOrd I want YOU! DADDY! Send Your fire on your people and Church. I want it! Let this song be my prayer Lord, in Jesus name I pray Amen! :)

How about you? Do share with me about your decision ok? :)

God bless!

Preparing for a new season Part 1

2008-12-04T06:15:00.000-08:00

Blow.. Blow.. Blow.. Blow all the dusts away. Times really flies, and in 27 days we are coming to the end of December liao.. As I think back, this yrs indeed have been a year of venture. Different times when I feel weak; but the one above make me strong. Thanks Daddy..

Christmas is also round the corner.. can you hear the jingle ringing; did you see the lights are shining brightly from households to households... Do you know this special night, this is when Baby Jesus is born.. Wow, I really like it, not because of the turkey, not because of the chocolate log cake. yum yum... Not because of the ballooons nor the games we are playing.. but because THIS SAVIOUR THAT IS BORN OUT OF A VIRGIN, PURE AND HOLY.

Well, praise God that this year. Well need do a more detailed evaluation b4 entering to 2009. Well see you guys too. :) Well update soon... sorry if this place had been dusty... Cheer to all my faithful readers; may God bless you:

A video to enjoy as we prepare for this special occassion: JOY TO THE WORLD

Under the arms of God

2008-11-12T09:15:00.000-08:00

Praise God for today's paper; actually the day before I was quite worried that I cannot sleep; though it may not be a well done paper; but I just want to give God the glory for staying thru wit me. The questions that I had studied came out; this is becaue of God's grace that I overcome. In my anxiety God sent someone to msg me (you know who you are la :) ) that said "be stilled and the Lord will fight for you". Having saw these, my heart broke down with tears; and I reali believe God's grace is sufficient for me.

Now left with one more paper, that is Chinese Classic Literature exam. Actually I am really overwhelmed by it; with the facts that there are many things to study; and I am racing against time. God help me, grant me wisdom to overcome; God I need your grace badly; God I believe when you say when You open the door, you will not shut it. God, help me to me still in times of storms and thunders. Lord let me hear Your voice. God let this exam bring glory to you. Hide me under your arms, draw me closer to your side, hold me close, never let me go.

Lord this road seems quiet but I believe I would reach the destination you had set for me; thank you Lord with the following song and I want to be still before you:

Still

Words and Music by Reuben Morgan

Hide me now

Under your wings

Cover me within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar

I will soar with you above the storm

Father you are king over the flood

I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul

In Christ alone

Know his power

In quietness and trust

Never give up!

2008-11-05T08:42:00.000-08:00

Taken from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HNHbucBXrA&feature=related

Exams are just round the corner, to be precise, it is less than one week time. However, I dont seem to have any motivation in study. Lord I really need the focus and motivation to study and not to let You and my parent down. Giants are really in front of me; and fears and failures just gripped my weary soul. God, help me wat you wan me to be.

Recently as I facing the different level God has been great in many ways. First he spokes to me on "...he open the door will never shut it, and He who shut the door will never open it." Just then, my bro Robin reminded me abt this show on "Facing the giants". A show tt touhes my heart a yrs ago; and once again revive my tired soul again. NEVER GIVE UP! GIVE UNTIL YOU GAVE NO MORE TO GIVE! Wow simple phrases but yet reviving. Many a time we thoughts we will never reach the finishing line; but who knows when we give our best; miracles will take place.

Thank you God! Lord strengthen me i pray! Lead me through this period of tough time and tireness; for I know your grace is sufficient for me. Amen!

Changing Life, moving towards RAW

2008-11-02T06:26:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt-mKLpC8WY

Are you tired of all the weary lifestyle you are going thru?
Are you getting mudane with your very own lifestyle?
Are you thinking life is getting more complicated and of a mask?

If your answer is yes to at least one of the question above; then RAW (Restore Authencity Within) camp 08 is for you.

It is a 4 days and 3 nights (15/12/08 - 18/12/08) camp which will transform your life. Hey friends out there what are you waiting for?

Sign up now and you will surely not regret!

God bless! :)

Friends equals to riches

2008-10-31T00:30:00.001-07:00

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FOOD! FOOD! AND MORE FOOD!

2008-10-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

In life, there are many things that worth pursuing and living it for. And yet there are things which is my hobby and it may be so sinful for many people. Yes it is NONE OTHER THAN FOOD. When come to food I would talk non-stop, though a food expert but still enjoy the thrill of finding new tastes of food. o heavenly, while writing, my mouth is drooping le. Fat? Well, I think is okay la. Eat and exercise is part of life :)

The hightlight at the end of the day. :)
Chocolate... o man... heaven... melting!

Life is great to have great friends around you.
Btw she is alynna, and well the one who holds
the camera is.... 'Chronicle of Narnia" Fans :)

O man, how many chickens have i killed;

but thx for sacrificing yourself la. :) lol

King Kong goes to Hong Kong, playing

Ping Pong and finally eat up the kang kong :)

Good food come with appealing colour;

let alone the great taste of it :)

Wow, still eating; pls i dun wan to become a bouncer!

Fruit of the day! Well yum yum!

Great friends with delicious meals makes the day. Thank friends, thank food and thank God! :)

我想。。。

2008-10-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

我想象老鹰一样，雄壮地在天空飞翔。

我想象海鸥一样，勇敢地面对眼前的困难。

我想象猫头鹰一样，脱离世俗的忧虑。

我想。。。我想。。。我想。。。

或许。。。

这一切只能想想罢了！

What a day!

2008-10-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

Today it supposed be a day of fun and excitment; but who knows, the moment I dtep into the MRT, ready to head towards Pasir Ris; it came an unpleasant "news" that said; all passengers please note that our train is facing a delay and it will be arriving in 15 mins time. This is not the worst, after the time had passed more than 30 mins; they still said the train will be arriving in 15 mins time. O man, are you sure you meant wat you said? Well, still thank God tt it moved finally. Leave house at 10.45am reach Pasir Ris at 12pm, wat a day!

After which my friends and I met up to go to escape theme park; to my dismay the place was closed; and this really cause me to think wat is really happen today? Well maybe God making me more patient ba. Umm, wat a day!

Finally we decide to go east coast to cycle, "chao da" as a result. Maybe too long never exercise liao; cycle less than 1 km; I am already "out of breathe"; anyway it was a great exercise and bonding with Jason, Darren and Zhi Chong. Don't see them like that hor; they always "chiong" one. Ha ha, maybe I old le ba. After that, we went back to Aljunied; and we played board game and after which a delicious meal and straight to prayer meeting. After which I am really feeling eshausted after a long day; but having great friends around me, I feel so privilege. :) Umm, wat a day, but praise God :)

Thanks God, you are still so faithful in times of my adversity. :)

人生感言

2008-09-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

好久没有为这博客下笔了。或许生活的忙碌不禁让人无法喘出气来。今天不知怎么的，尽然上吐下泻，看了医生，得知肠胃受到了“打扰”而做出了“抗议”。三餐不定对本人来说已不是什么新鲜的事了；它已成为了我生命的一部分。看到肠胃时不时向我“撒娇”；我也只好停下繁忙的脚步来“安慰”它。

人总是为生活博斗，即使要打上三百回合，也是人生过程的一部分。我看到人生的脆弱，也体会了人生的无奈；毕竟我还不懂人情世故，偶尔，也被这突如其来的“风暴”给“吹倒”了。最近，

本人又有荣幸，读到了关于陶渊明的诗篇。他那种向往的简朴，坦然的心境；是我所追求的。读了他的诗篇后，不由得有着想隐居的念头；脱离这个世俗的摧残。不过鱼与熊掌只能选择一样。现在本人还是得完成做孩子的责任，努力向前，孝敬父母。或许，我的心已经“沉默”了下来，不过我却不想逃避于现实。简单或许就是答案，退一步或许是海阔天空的不二法门；不论怎样我还是会提起胸膛，迈向这充满挑战的五彩世界，完成个人的里程碑。

“我不想长大”或许包含了许许多多不为人知的原因；不过现实终究是现实，让我们突破这庸俗的观念，放眼看世界吧。

加油吧！我的朋友们！:)

Believe and grow :)

2008-08-18T22:58:00.000-07:00

Changes are often a step to growth in life? Do you agree with this statement? Share your thoughts :)

Suggestion(s):

(1) Why do you think changes is necessary in this 21st century?
(2) In your walk with God, would you change according to what the world says or what God says to you?
(3) As a whole, do you think changes bring postive or negative effects to your life?
Thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. :)

Thanks for your time and sharing in this blog :)

Think - A question to ponder about it

2008-08-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

What is Cell group to you? Do take this time to evaluate and post what you feel on this blog :)

Be blessed,
Benjamin Chew

Happy 43rd Brithday Singapore ! :)

2008-08-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY Birthday Singapore 43rd (2008) :)

My days as a teacher :)

2008-07-30T06:52:00.000-07:00

5 weeks of training... 5 Weeks of learning... 5 Weeks of tears... 5 weeks of joys... 5 weeks of challenge... Wow.... All in all is 5! lolz ;)

Looking back at the last 5 weeks, indeed I had grown up alot. The day when I stepped into the place that is out of my comfort zone, I just had unspeakable words that stuck deep inside my "belly". A time where my conviction collide with my belief; a challenge to stand up for God. A fear that grip and whisper into my ears and said "hey that's going to be difficult". I stood and feel a sudden lost. The road that I had been walking is still the same; but the routes that I am taking had seemed to be different. As I am walking along this road of anxiety, thank God for His people, where I get the support from; though fewer due to some going NS; but yet it is sufficient. The Lord had taught me to be stronger than before.

The day where school should be a fun and exhilrating place to be at; but turns out to be so different. Feeling incentric inside of me, I look at every corners and every points that I can search for. I begin to see clearer, much clearer than before. The expectations seem high, but it is a time of moulding. As I think... As I cried... As I laugh to myself... Indeed this is something that I had to learn and move on.

Hey, these learning and tears that were poured out are worth of :0 Looking at those little kids in my school I just fill with endless of joy and excitment. They always made my days... They always melt my heart... I really miss their presence. Thanks for the supports; thanks for all. You all will never be forgotten in the chapter of my life.. All the best sweet angels. Be strong and I will be too. :) See ya soon in Feb'09 :)

Glory to GOD!

Prayer poem by Ruth Bell Graham

2008-05-14T07:07:00.000-07:00

A poem on prayer.
by Ruth Bell Graham

Pray
when all your soul
a tiptoe stands
in wistful eagerness
to talk with God;
put out your hands,
God bends to hear;
it would be sin
to not draw near.

Pray
when gray inertiacreeps
through your soul,
as through a man
who fights the cold,
then growing languid
slumbereth,
and slumbering
knows not it is death.
Praywhen swamped
with sin and shame
and nowhere else
to pin the blame
but your own will
and waywardness;
God knows you,
loves you nonetheless,
So ... pray.

Taken From: http://www.billygraham.org/DMag_Article.asp?ArticleID=855

Let's pray anytime, anywhere ya. Be blessed :)

满足或后悔

2008-03-28T10:44:00.000-07:00

人生总是有许多不如意的时候。悲欢离合乃成为都市人的“家常便饭”。有时看到周围的朋友都变了样，心中不禁有无处的感触。时代的变迁，科技的崛起，难道是杀人不眨眼的武器吗？人总是非常的矛盾，不管做什么事都是三心二意的，难道人生就是如此的迷茫吗？人生的道路是数不尽的，倘若选择错误就得付出惨痛的代价。如果选择正确的话，那么，生命是否会出现一线的光芒呢？许多人一生追求名利、地位、金钱、学历以使自己更有安全感。可是，令人匪夷所思的是，这些人仍然心灵空虚，甚至对生命感到绝望。我并不是一个伟大的角色，不过我相信答案就在创造万物的创造者里。他是谁？自己？学历？金钱？这些都不是！他是赋予这个世界无限希望与生命的；他是万能的。而他就是“填满”你我心灵的上帝。人生无常，因果并非虚假。你今天的选择就是10年后的结果。到时候，你是否想与“满足”或“后悔”为友呢？决定就在一瞬间！

God is the best :)

2008-03-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

GOD IS THE BEST

The night is dark and my heart is cold;

where are the warmth that it once code.

I look from the bottom to the top;

and I found out that is just a fairy talk.

Let my heart be feel ablaze;

then I would know that You are there.

My life is definitely not a lie;

when I have mine Lord Jesus Christ.

My heart is melting and bleeding to see people walk and go.

How I wish they know eternal lifeis just final goal.

Keep my fire burn bright;

so that I would not be bribed.

Friends when would you be back?

Know that God is the best!

It all about being simple again :)

2008-02-16T06:47:00.000-08:00

Dear Daddy,
Lord all these while I am searching... High>>Low>>Up>>Down>> and yet I am just like the Israelites that walk round the circle for "forty years"... Dad.. you have been sovereign to me.. Speakin and calling me to come back to your arms... Quiet as I had left you.. Causing this relationship to left unaccounted for... Making my life messy and confusing.. Yet you still did not give up on me.. Why? I think this is the love that melt my heart away.. Causing me to say Dad, pls dont let my heart stray away again.. I want You.. It is so easy to make so many mistakes in one minutes.. the thought of staying righteous before you is not a play but of carefulness.. Dad this is the relationship I hope and long for.. I thought that all these while you are real but yet not personal.. But the every things you had done for my life; had me realised that I am selfish in not acknowleding you... Jun xiong where are you? Are you lost.. Come back to the Father's side.. Simple is the answer; prayer cannot be a "need to" but "I want".. Word of God... I don't want to lost it.. Dad forgives me and let be commune and stay strong with you.. This race is challenging but YOU MEANT IT FOR GOOD.. Dad I want to be with You.. PLS DON"T LEAVE ME again..
Forgive me Lord for my ignorance and foolishness.. GOD I do not want to be suck in my the culture of this world... Have mercy on me... Dad... Dad... Dad... I feel so loved and Daddy never leaves me again. Sorry for all the disobedient..God I want to be serious with you..

Yours Son,

Benjamin Chew

16/02/2008

WOw is Feb liaoz ...

2008-02-08T07:55:00.000-08:00

Jan.. Feb... CNY... ???.. Ha ha.. Wooz, can anyone ever imagine what is really going on with our "mother earth"? It seems that times is passing real fast. It has been a challenging and "xiong" month for me; piles and "moutain" of works are always there smiling and waving at me.. SO wat to do.. Just smile and wave back at them lor.. lolz... Well, I think I really need alot of God's providence lor.. Tests, assignments and exam "dead"line is just round the corner.. O man... God I need some fresh air and annointing.. Well, the emptiness is just like a "
deady" sickness which is passing around man... God I pray in the name of our great Lord to stop all these.. Amen?

Anyway.. Take great care ya.. :) Umm.. when will be the next posting??? Mar??? Ha ha.. I hope it will be soon.. Flee you emptiness ~~~~~

Venturing with God in 2008

2008-01-01T06:52:00.001-08:00

Goodbye 2007... Welcome 2008!!! Time really flies; a years of exciting moments had just come to the end. As I think back this yrs, I really felt so emotional.. This yrs had been a yrs that I really see how the Lord had placed in His hands upon me. A life that once was wretched but yet He look beyond all these ugliness in my life.

Thank you Lord

Thank you Lord for the love that you had loaded me for the past 31536000 sec;
Thank you Lord for showing me unfailing cares for the past 525600 minutes;
Thank you Lord for forgiving my inquitives for the past 8760 hours
Thank you Lord for not giving up on me for the past 365 days
Thanks you Lord for being patient with me for the past 12 months
Thank you Lord for being with me EVERYDAY in my ups and downs;
Thank you Lord for giving a new chance of having the seconds, minutes, hours, days, months to venture with you in 2008.
Thank you Lord!

This new year, I am really looking forward with great expectation; being a Christian for the 4th yrs in 2008; I pray for a signifance breakthrough in my life; a faith that overcomes the world; a different Spirit that carries out God's mandate; a expand of my territories for God; a change of new wineskin and definitely a shining star for God as a student and a leader.

I really felt that God is speaking to me thru the diffrents brothers and sisters in the Church; that he will leads me through more challenges these yrs; a new season with Him with many digging works..

I said: " Lord I am fearful and don't know how!"

He assured: "Be bold and courageous! Trust in me and I will never leave you to fight these battles alone."

I said: " Lord I am scared and feel weak!"

He emphasizes: "In your weakness then my strengths would be revealed."

I struggled: "Lord what should I do now?"

He encouraged: "Use your hands to touch the lives of young ones; use your heart to feel for the lost; use your mind to work faithfully for me!"

Thank you Lord!

Looking Forward, laying behind

2007-11-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

Wow, times flies.. Now is alreadly the midst of November le.. Ever since the start of school, my life is filled with tons of challenges and excitment. :) Life is full of ups and downs, many time I almost slip and fall; but thank to a God who is always merciful and graceful to me. In moment like this, I just feel so supported.. How warm is that; when you are able to rest in the arms your Father in heaven. :p Though, tests after tests have placed in front of me; I know is it because I still have to learn and change. God wants us to have a stubborn faith; a faith that could not be shaken in time of despair and crashing.

Today, I was told by one of my friend that the D-Day is near; but who cares whether is it near of not. Live the best for God; as He will come like a their where no one know; so that when He comes, we are also ready to be accountable to Him ma.. ^^ I was really challenged during these two weeks; I began to think back when I was a little child; someone who yearn for great things and was simple and OK to everything my authorities.. Thank God for His grace that I remained obedient than rebellious. Though sometime how I wish to be naughty and try all things out and for once who scolded vulgarities to grasp the attentions of my friends. But what do I get.. A defeat in self; feeling small and thinking why can't I be like others. Thank God, He taught me how to be grateful in life.. He taught me how to love; He taught me to cherish the little that I have and be faithful to it. All these while, He has not failed; though I fail Him mant times.. God IS INDEED AN AWESOME GOD :)

Just want to thank God for the following things:
1) Thank God for His Provison
2) Thank God for His love
3) Thank God for His Healing and Restoration
4) Thank God for His faithfulness in my studies and family
5) Thank God for giving me a 2nd and infinity chance to change

Lastly; thank God for making me a unqiue person. Though I am not perfect; but I will strive to become more like Jesus one day.. Sorry to those who I have not made your day; and thank you to those who choose to support me in times of trials.. :)

Whatever happens, I had chosen to look forward; and lay everything behind that would seek to hinder me from the prize in heaven. Great day guys... ;)

Thank You Lord :)

2007-10-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone... It has been a looooooooooong time since I last blogged.. Was really busy recently, the projects and assignements are piling up like a tall mountain. Anyway, I believe God is really in control.. Today I having my Rhetoric and Lexicology test; and I am really amazed by God's work in me... I really thank Him for His guiding in doing the question.. Can you believe one question is 50 marks.. O my goodness.. I think I must have a "culture Shock" at that time.. Ha ha.. Well praise be unto God, I believe He had led me; if not I would have really shock to the ground.. ;p Now, the test is over, and what is over cannot be undone liaoz; Lord I really commit my result unto Your hands and may you get all the glory you deserved.. Shine through me Lord.. Thank God for his faithfulness... Life is really getting challenging.. Let the rain fill my "cracking land"; let the sunshine blossom the "seed of my life." Everyone stay strong for the Lord ok..

I will say continually,

Let the Lord be mangnified,

He takes PLEASURES in my PROSPERITY

Indeed Our God Want us to be successful too . (Read Jeremiah 29:11) :)

Thanks Everbody!

2007-09-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

HEY my ex - cell group/ present cell group and God's pple:

Thanks for the surprises that you all had shown to me today! I am really encouraged and felt so warmth to have such brothers and sister like all of you :) God bless you guys! Pray that we will continue to deepen our friendship and stand as one or "one bird park"(my ex-cell)to see East District grow in a powerful and impactful manner. Be encouraged and prepare the rain in this season. You are a WINNER in God's eyes and so am I. :)

God bless;

Mr Penguin

2007-09-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

wooz.. hooz.. wow... so many spi - tech (Spider) web on this blog le... Well, it has been a long while since I allow this blog to rot on its own.. Ha ha.. thank to flamingo for the constant "warnings, thus taking part of my time to blog.. Actually these 1 month plus has reali been a challengin and tiring month for me.. The assignments datelines are juz so close.. tests are round the corner..It reali come to the pts that u wan to be like an ostrich lor. lolz... Well stil thank God for His grace and mercy..

Today, I stayed in school until quite late lor.. abt 7.15pm den leave school. My eyes were filled woth bloodshot.. Reali look like mee goreng lor.. IS RED~~ lolz.. But still I thank GOd for His faithfulness. when I walked past a tutorial room, there were a christian fellowship in sight.. At that time they were singing "still"..

Hide me now

Under Your wings

Cover me

Within Your mighty hands

CHORUS:

When the oceans rise and thunders roar

I will soar with You above the storms

Father You are King over the flood

I will be still, know You are God

Find rest my soul

In Christ alone

Know His power

In quietness and trust

This song that was sung by them reali encourage me.. Do you know what it means when you are down; facing your storms, yet there is someone who is always there covering and protecting you.. How sweet isn't it.. Well, reali has to lean on Him le.. Life is getting challenging, world is getting complicated each day.. LORD teach me how to live a pure yet righteous life before YOu; even the world seem so real and influencing.. O I really need to be in the solitude le.. :)

Well, I believe life is not easy but but yet I believe I have a group of great brothers and sisters and my God and friends who are constantly there to encourage me.. There is such saying by John C maxwell: (To those who are reading this post; be encouraged in your life too.. Jia you!)

"Encouragement is the oxygen of the soul."

If i win praise God, If i lose I praise God :)

2007-07-17T22:28:00.000-07:00

O well, this is my 2nd attempt in writing the blog le... Guess wat.. the other time when I was about to post it .. it was hanged.. aiz.. But is okay.. "always look on the bright side of life.." School is starting soon..Wat a mix feelin... Since I had my holiday for 2 months thus have been quite sian at home le.. But I know when school started, it is going to be another challenging years for me le..New friends... New lecturers...Projects.. Assignments...Rockz. I just could'nt wait to it comes.. The Lord is my strength and refuge. .who shall I fear :)

Recently watch a movie on "facing the giant".. it does inspire me alot.. life is like a rollarcoaster but wat made the difference is: "are we doing for the ourselves or doing it for the Lord?" Ya we might be chasing after paper, buit wat next? Fame? YOu die and people remember you.. Umm..these are all so temporary.. But when we do it for the glory of God.. I believe we will do the best for Him.. "Winning life may seem to be important, but it would not have happen without honoring the LOrd.."

"So if i win I praise Him, if I lose I still praise him" :)

In high time, we sure give our best and praise him like nobody business.. But wat abt the low valley of your lives? Do you dare to give your best until your best come to zero percent? DO you dare to trust Him in your situation? Do you praise him like nerver before? Bro's and sister a verse to encourage all of us:

"Psalm 27: 1 - The Lord is my light and my salvation - whom shall i fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life - of whom shall I be afraid."

Stay strong bro's and sis'.. You can do it de! So can I.. lolz..

Crazy Day !

2007-07-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

Today was reali a great moment; the food, drinks and games.. Ha ha.. "Tarzen.. Penguine..Pretty gal.. " and ya, a game that I had not played for 12 yrs - Block catching. Ha ha.. Thanks for the preparation of food.. it was mouth - watering. .Ha ha gals you all planned it well.. Such a unity, such a moment.. "In moment like this, I sing out a song..." Bro's and Sis' keep up the SPirit.. I believe we are a powerful moving cell grp in Christ... Claudia was reali good at catching too.. Don't play play with her..Wahahaaha.. Qi ying and Shu yi a great planner for games as always, the testi by Shu min and Robin was "powderful"; don't worry guys we are also quite good at eating la.. New friend with us, reali make the atmosphere more lively too.. Frendrick our new and welcoming friends.. Good jobs guys.. The oikos would not be of the sucess without YOU guys! Jia You E2 and E7 :)

BUT MOST OF ALL, MAY ALL GLORY GO TO GOD! :)

珍惜生命

2007-07-12T12:20:00.000-07:00

好久没有以中文写字了。。。世界还是如此的宽阔，大海始终还是一望无际。人生是如此的奇妙，但也常常发生不为人知的事。生命是脆弱的，不知哪一秒，就会有人出事或者因祸得福。最近，周围的朋友都不知怎么了，都似乎被事所困。无知的我更不知该如何劝导，如何关心。有位认识多年的好友，最近又再次联络。听他的语气似乎沉重，便问他何事，他悲感地说，母亲得了重病，因此行动也不方便。一阵凄凉的风使我毛孔顿然“打开”了，心想生命有如一瞬间。谁能体会到这名朋友的痛苦呢。尽管如此，他还是坚强与坦然的面对这一切。

在这个世纪里，大家寻找的“东西”无奇不有。有的寻找真爱、有的追求名利、有的却渴望人生有个“白衣天使”照亮眼前的路。不管怎样，迷失的年轻朋友，生命虽薄，但也未必绝路。圣经中有那么句话：

“约翰福音14：6－耶稣说：“我就是道路、真理、生命；若不借着我，没有人能到父那里去。”

生命是神赐予的，让我们好好珍惜吧！：）

Joy is permanent but happy is temporary !

2007-07-11T10:19:00.001-07:00

... ... Today my heart was somehow of heavy man.. Ha ha don't know why.. Holy Spirit do you know why.. If yes reveal to me leh.. Hopefully not emo.. Umm.. Talking about "emo" this topic, it somehow trigger every puny cells in my brains.. Youths are making it "popular" and parent r getting headache too.. Was wondering y pple r so emo now a day.. Any Idea?... lolz :)

Let us be joyful man! Just like Psalm 118: 24 says:
"This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it."

To look at this verse, it seems short but are we able to apply it into our life even when days seem bleaks.. Well the answer is yes, look up to the Lord as you wake up.. Begins to thank Him, say to Him, Good morning daddy... I believe it would have already start your days right...No matter how lousey we may seem to be; it cld be like in a desperate situation, but rejoice that e Lord is taking control over your situation.. Believe is the word to start the day; and believe is still the word to ends the day... So fill with the joy from God...

No more "emo" rulz us; No more "feeling" rulz us but "Jesus" who rulz us.. :)

Powerful Worship

2007-07-02T08:10:00.001-07:00

Umm.. Today I came across an article on Holy Worship by Benny Hinn. It was excellent thus decided to share. Ha ha. I has always believe that Worship is the key in openin the word of God, thus I reali want to worship God in such a joy and not "restless".. How about you guys?

Holy Worship

One of the greatest movements of the Holy Spirit in the world today is the rebirth and revival of worship. In true worship, people meet the Lord with their intellect, will, and emotion. That's the difference between a cold, dead service and one that is vibrant and alive with God's presence.If you've ever been in one of our crusades, you know how wonderful the sense of worship is. Occasionally people think it has something to do with me. They compliment me for leading in worship. But you know what? I don't lead in worship - the Holy Spirit does. I may be on the platform, but I'm worshipping the Lord just like everyone else. The Holy Spirit is in control, and I follow His leadings just like everyone else.It is the Holy Spirit who reveals Jesus to usRemember, worship isn't singing about the Lord and praying that God will meet your needs; worship is lifting your praise to the Lord in love, devotion, and adoration. Jesus said, "God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth" (John 4:24).Who gives us the ability to really worship? The Holy Spirit: "For it is we who are the circumcision, we who worship by the Spirit of God, who glory in Christ Jesus, and who put no confidence in the flesh" (Phil 3:3). It is the Holy Spirit who reveals Jesus to us. And the more we see of His beauty, His holiness, and His glory, how can we do anything else but bow before the King of Heaven to adore and magnify His name?

Running still

2007-06-26T20:31:00.000-07:00

o.. It was reali awesome to see how God has worked in my life so far.. Well it has been a while since I last blogged, was reli busy wit my own stuff.. Ha ha.. but was somehow motivated by my cell mates, Shu yi to blog again. lolz.. Thanks ya for that motivation :) But somehow was feeling quite lost this week.. God wat is e direction you wan me to head on, show me.. The spiritual battle was indeed getting stronger, almost fall... but thanks to God's grace, manage to overcome the tedious and "fatal" battle.. Wooz.. Lord let me stand righteous before you.. Holy spirit teach me thy ways.. cell group is always fun, but how could it be more exciting without those cell mates in my group (you noe who you are la) .. definitely, the powerful presence of our God is the essential.. well have to do my housework lee.. hee.. ta ta.. :)

2007-06-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

Times really flies and soon we are havin our church camp tommorrow. Well this excitment seems like a small fire burning the "charcoal" inside of me. It just started to get burning, I believe it would continue to burn brightly and strongly as the camp embarked. :) Anyway it was really such a joyous moment in pondering what God would do in this camp. There is so much joy that is rather unspeakable. During these period time while having "breakfast" with God; He has been challenging me that, "Greater measure of faith in doing His will" should be my main expectation this camp. I pray that this would come to pass.. Well still holding close to my dream, a dream that seems big and great faith to act out.. "Here I am waiting, abides in me I pray.." God I really wan to see the vision come to pass leh.. ha ha.. I believe it will, since a mustard seed will grow to a tree and soon bear fruit.. what a sweet waiting... lolz..

Brothers and sisters let believe and move on ya! :)

Feeling VS Obedience

2007-06-08T10:41:00.000-07:00

Below is a devotion passage from Purpose Driven Life website:

The truth about feelingsBy Jon Walker

“… And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ ….” (Philippians 1:9-10 NIV)

Submitted now for your consideration is Pamela, a loving wife, a nurturing mother, a prayerful Christian. This morning her husband, Richard, left a tender note on the bathroom mirror, inviting Pamela to join him for lunch at their favorite restaurant. Pamela eyes the clock all morning, anticipating meeting her life-long love at 1 p.m. She’s excited and feeling extraordinarily loved by her husband, so she leaves for the restaurant early so she can buy Richard a small gift. She splurges a little, buying two balloons that float from the ribbon around the present. As she pays for the gift, she notices her cell phone isn’t in her purse – again. No matter, it’s 12:30 and in a few short minutes she’ll be with Richard, giving him her undivided attention. Who needs a cell phone in moments like that? Pamela arrives at the restaurant first, and she patiently waits for Richard to arrive. What she doesn’t yet know is that there has been in a horrible, tragic traffic accident, and Richard died at about the time she was tying the balloons to his present, excitedly anticipating their romantic rendezvous. The point to this painful snapshot is that our feelings don’t always reflect the truth. Pamela was soaring high on feelings of love, completely unaware of the awful truth bearing down on her. Her feelings are not yet in line with the truth. Imagine Pamela as she waits for her husband. When he doesn’t arrive soon, she becomes annoyed. After 20 minutes, she’s irritated and hurt. Her feelings still do not line up with the truth. By the time 40 minutes have passed, she is worrying. This just isn’t like Richard. Maybe something has happened. She borrows the restaurant's phone and calls Richard’s office. His boss says, “Pamela, we’ve been trying to reach you. There’s been a terrible accident ….” The truth and Pamela’s feelings collide – and become one.

There’s nothing wrong with our feelings; God gave them to us. As one of my friends often says, “Feelings are just feelings.” Sometimes they reflect the truth; often times they don’t. They can serve as an early warning system, such as when fear alerts us to danger, or they can draw your attention to the one God wants you to marry, when you feel an overwhelming sense of love. But your feelings do not define the truth. Only God defines the truth. You may feel worthless, but the truth is you are uniquely created by God, who loves you deeply. You may feel like you can walk on water, but the truth is you can only do that if Jesus calls you from the boat. You can’t; God can. The apostle Paul teaches us to discern the truth, not through our feelings, but through knowledge and insight. He writes, “… and this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ ….” (Philippians 1:9-10 NIV)

Eugene Peterson, in The Message paraphrase, translates that passage like this: “… You need to use your head and test your feelings so that your love is sincere and intelligent, not sentimental gush ….” (Philippians 1:9b-10a MSG) Otherwise, you end up in a life “shaped by things and feelings instead of God.” (Colossians 3:5 MSG) Your feelings are from God; they are a gift, and there is no need to avoid them or be ashamed of them. However, God never meant for our feelings to measure our life and determine how we live it. Your feelings do not define you; they are not designed to interpret the situations you now face. Only God’s truth can define you, and only God’s truth can pass judgment on the circumstances of your life. The great and best Good News is this: God’s truth is a person – Jesus Christ, our Lord.

So what?

You are not your emotions – You are defined by God, not your emotions. You may not feel like it, but God says you are wonderfully and fearfully created in his image, accepted in the Beloved. He loves you no matter what you’ve done.

God uses your feelings – God may use your feelings to reveal a piece of your heart that you need to turn over to him. He may use your feelings to draw you closer to him. Paul speaks of feeling like a wretched man, and that draws him deeper into the grace of God. Your feelings of hopelessness in a situation may be what God uses to show you that you’re hanging your hopes on the wrong thing – because he is the God of a hope that will not disappoint.

Your obedience is based on the truth (word of God),not feelings – The facts(circumstances) may appear daunting, but it is up to God, not you and your feelings, to interpret the facts. God calls us to be obedient to the truth, not to the way we feel. As C.S. Lewis says in Mere Christianity, if you don’t love someone, behave as if you do, and your feelings will catch up.

Hey pal, no matter what you are facing, believe and be obedience to Him, for he who abides in Him, He will abides in you. Amen?

Powerful Indeed!

2007-06-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

Todae I am having my cell group at our dear MO house. Her food was really delicious lor, I believe those who had eaten it would surely say Amen right.. haha.. The movie was great too, well sometime of scarry err... Hell.. Can you imagine that, the fire.. the worm.. those disgusting images really does freak people out. Something really touch my heart today that is the word on

Eph 2 :8 - 9 - " For it is by grace yo have been saved, through FAITH - and this not from yourselves, it is the GIFT OF GOD - not by WORKS, so that no one can boast.

I think many a time we thought we have done many many works for God and we r gd lor.. but what surprises me is the faith we have in HIM.. wat more, God also spoke to me abt having the spirit of Mary and not Martha..brothers n sisters who are here today,you know who you r la, jia you, don't give up ya.. Uh.. Church camp coming le..Expectations... Umm.. God.. it seems I need your help leh.. help me...Holy spirit keep me running.. :)

Question to ponder: Are we really having a genuine relationship with God or are we juz doing works like Martha?

Great Day :)

2007-06-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

Wow.. first time blogging woz.. :)